CHHSB MP

just came back....

overall can see improvement in organizing. good job fellow members.
however i left the party right after F5 members ceremony...

well, the feeling just not right... looking at members talking while F5 member speaking in front., no invitation (and cards as well) for ex members, no people to serve ex members.... etc
in short members don't understand the meaning of MP. It's appreciation and a thank you ceremony.

I went to another MP few weeks ago. I was welcomed and respected very much though I'm super ex. there were people assisting me on registration, a welcome pack, escorting me to my seat, souvenirs, invitation to play games though we rejected so many times.

well this is not comparison, at least not my intention.
I missed the shows from band members.
sorry pv n wz

that's how members going to treat you when you become ex one day. you taught them no appreciation.

b= Trip to Desaru.... =P

Nice day it was!
Departed to Desaru at 3pm (quite late actually). but suddenly decided to eat chicken rice at 'kota' before that.
.... suprise! met my cousin. =) that means lunch was free to us. haha...


So.. we traveled 60+ km to Desaru area. Don't get "mistaken notion", we're going to Batu Layar Resort which my cousin says is better (check out facebook).... turn left at Petronas staion into Desaru... take 3 at roundabout.. first left turning into Batu Layar. that's another 10+ km ...

well, did crazy thing...

and then swim! crazy too... sand in mouth and inners.. yes there was war!
we swam in rain. when it got heavy we ran to the car... and then find shower room.....(whatever) .... hungry!

So we drove back to Petronas and took left turn. which mean travel further away from our place, that's another 50+ km to seafood restaurant in Sg. Rengit/ Pengerang, in displacement. distance would be 90+ km. well...if you dont get, 40km is extra for taking wrong road. HAHAHHAHAHAH!!!

now i'm back! from Pengerang to Kota Tinggi.

la la la lalala la

Night my dears...

Tonight is peaceful. I love the feeling now. I called the one i care most, and she is asleep.
night is quiet in my room. night is lone. but i know people i love are safe: parents, brothers, friends sleeping well.

Life is interesting isnt it?

What happened today was the worst. Too pressured until i scream in car! (words give exaggerated impression than actual)
so, dont worry

Too pressured and confused. ah....
but life is 'weird'.. ..
just when i was extremely pressured, Ms.A sms me.. by chance..
and just when i needed Ms.B most, Ms.B happened to be busy..
and just when i dun need Ms.C, Ms.C offers herself
It's all Mr. G's fault!!


isnt it confusing? Yes, girls are confusing...
everyone stop guessing!

I'm confused...............

confused..

confused..


and confused....

Perfectionism

A friend of mine says:
Perfectionism can be a healthy quality that drives a person to try his/her best and to make the effort to excel. Some people, however, take the strive for perfection too far...and there is a price to pay. Extreme perfectionists are forever dissatisfied; they can never fulfill their own expectations so, in their own eyes, they are always failures.

Imagine how two perfectionists get along in a relationship..

For my handsome friend..... wish you the best, get out of sadness soon!

Pisces Horoscope
Sep 9, 2009

You will have to make important decision today- which will make you tensed and highly nervous. You will be in the mood to travel and spend money- but you will be sorry if you do. Overall a beneficial day but someone you think you can trust will let you down. Control your passion it may put your love affair in jeopardy. You will suffer disappointment- as recognition and rewards that you were expecting- get postponed.

I dedicate this to you....

Busy day... Visa application -o,o-

9.00am
ahhh... i am late! wake up wake up... so i prepare all documents, do my last (i thought) check and go Wisma MCA with my friend JJ. We both applying for UK visa.

9.30am
Yeah reach... oh no there is a lot of people :( so we sit down and arrange our documents in order.. there is this very chiun, arrogant Mr. C trying to brief everyone in the room.. and unfortunately we realise our documents may not be sufficient.. for me, my passport is expiring in two months and requirement is 6 months least. well, who knows they might be lenient to rakyat malaysia? re-new passport is too easy nowadays.. they should know.

'excuse me my passport is expiring in few months, is it o...' 'no. 6 months.' Mr. C

10.00am
so we went for breakfast in 4th floor MCA, chicken rice. Then, i planned to go renew passport then come back. i borrow car from JJ.

10.30am
oh shit! parking payment is 6 but i only have 5 .. so i went to the office and get RM 50 change.
......
argh!! his car is blocked/clamped because he parks at reserved parking.

so i called my friend CW (thanks CW) to come pick me up..
Before i left, i took a new number.. hehe..

11.20am
He's here. Let's go sri rampai immigration centre for new passport.. i still have time i believe.

11.50
Ah, i just realised i need to print out a new form online because i'll get a new passport number! oh no... nvm i can make it..

we're here..

leng zai buat passport? ambil gambar dulu..
'berapa lama?' 3 minit saja... isi borang semua ada...

well..
i went in =P
(beep).. oh gf sms me: hey
ya she's sick... really not feeling well this time. i felt gladful that she reminded me in nice tone.

12.50
paid for my new passport and she says come back in 1 hour. (the other girl said 1.5 hour)
went to 'gai ming' chicken rice.. i treat CW lunch.
and i called another friend CH to borrow printer (thanks a lot bro)

1.30
I'm home and i smsed JJ to take me another new number.. haha..
so i called mun .. erm din pick up.. sleeping?
call again.. erm.. i sms her: rest well ya.
so i finish up my soya bean and rush to Immigration centre.

2.00
hey, it's already done. argh! should come earlier! rest too long at home..
paid 150 for 5 Years extension, done in less than 1 hour, Bravo Jabatan Immigresen Malaysia!

rushing to CH house and forgot to photostate new passport biodata page.. haih

2.10
2.20
done! printed out new version.

rush to Wisma MCA level 4 again!!

2.45
reached! found the number JJ hide at level B2
photostated the new page at 0.30 per page =.=

2.55
took a new number eventually... haha still passed my turn..
and i'm the last second person there with number 4044, coz they close at 3.00 sharp!
I've seen a guy being chased out 'politely' by Mr. C.... lol
felt a bit nervous, honestly.. running here and there whole day.. and this is final moment...

3.10
The guy with 4045 is being served by Mr. C and i'm still sitting, watching tom & jerry...
k, that's something personal now...

3.25
Mr. C: 'sir'. (it's my turn now)
oh.. =) i guess all the while he's just being professional =P
so i stand up walk to his counter and when i was just about to sit down.. (beep): i am and was angry with you...

i thought it should be, just seen your call, sorry i was sleeping, not free, etc...
..........

3.30
....
....
...
'payment?'
so i take out RM 850
'we only accept bank draft' he looked so steady (personally... chiun)
'err..'
'I already brief you just now...'
'actually i just came'
'who said you just came'
'i went back to renew my passport'
'come again tomorrow. we only accept bank draft. bring all these document'
well... he's right. unfortunately.

'tomorrow do i come straight or Q up?' (since everything done)
'Q up'

..

..

..

Mr. C 'I'll see how we can arrange'..
well, let's see tomorrow! (beep)

(beep)

(beep)

3.50
I'm at Public Bank.. argh.. i forgot the company name... walk back to car to find document
(beep)
can't find!
call JJ....
He forgot accurate one! haizz....
(beep)
Call Mabecs! yes got it!
(beep)

Bank closed =.= at 4 sharp.

No worries. I still got my bank draft. :)

4.25
i'm home. drink another soya to survive.... huuuuuuuuuu.. sit down
blog!!!

5.14
going out! rush ... see another friend HM

To Malaysian fans..... 《最后的风采》

Yes you are right! I just cut my hair this afternoon, then rushing to get this photo done (i was rushing for badminton). Unfortunately those lazy malay girls at teratai mewah didn't open the shop -.< !! Next, Dano Kota traffic light was so jam that i made a U turn........ then there is this 'pemandu berhemah' driving at 30km/h ...... argh!!

Well, took this at Foto Yohan, sri rampai... very professional + expensive =.=
no choice... rushing.. no place to take coz it was at 8 ++ pm.. :(
This is for UK visa application. 45mm x 35mm, bright background.

To my fans....

when i 'fly'? what i doing recently? where i study? which country? how many years? coming back holidays? how's uni.. still haven't gao dim? .........................

Well friends, I'm going to settle my visa tomorrow morning! I'm going to read (M)MORSE in University of Warwick, UK (Yes i have given up LSE for so many reasons). For those who wants to know what MORSE is, it's a degree/master program dealing with maths, operational research, stats, econs, actuarial & financial maths. More info, check their website!! lol If i do master, it would be 4 years and by then only i will decide whether to come back Malaysia. Don't misunderstand! I love Malaysia, my family, friends and music here! 有国才有家 有家才有我 坐在这里跟你‘大写唱歌’......

Yes I'm flying soon! probably 1st Oct morning? (my girl flying to Oxford then..)
or 2nd Oct midnight?....... see how lah =P

For now! i want more fun... haha.. travel to Ipoh, Johor.... or even port dickson again! haha.. see got gang or not first... friends and best friends are welcome to join. application starts now! =P

Emo.. ..

Very emo tonight but dunno how to describe in words. so many things happened today. don't ask me what!
but the climax is by a some simple words + extreme facial expression.

goodnight

Finally!

Finally, I know where I stand! LSE sucks.... slow.. zuai.. expensive.........! (lol)
But still i don't like the word 'unsuccessful'. From oxford ok, but not LSE...

K, flying on 2nd Oct!! tata everyone.