R.I.P

not much i talked to her
since i was mature enough (10 years old?)
every year twice
every time just usual hi and bye plus few conversation that i tried
less than 100 times i talked to her

but there is this thing call bonding, love, undescribable..

i feel sad
i'm stressed
few drops on the bus to uni
why so soon
i dunno how to speak teo chew, i'm sorry.
if not i will accompany you watch tv everyday
thanks for forcing me to eat rice every time you see me sitting on dinning table
....
...

ah mah, RIP..